This post is quite long so sorry in advance. To cut a veeeeery long story short I've got endo, had 2 surgeries, various hormonal treatments and pelvic Botox. My consultant has said he's not prepared to do more surgery unless my quality of life is 'unsatisfactory'. Recently my pain has been very bad, I've been getting sharp pains (normally a dull ache) low down to each side of my pelvis.
I've always wanted children and am worried re the infertility side of endo/risks when pregnant. Over the last month or so I've Become extremely emotional and almost desperate to become pregnant. I feel like something is missing, like I'm a mother without a child. I can't really explain the feeling, it's very bizarre. Im crying a lot, and just seem to have this longing feeling to be pregnant, or that I should be but I'm not. That probably all sounds very odd but Im not sure what to do. Any ideas? Thank you