Most will have heard my story before - but if not a quick recap:
Recently diagnosed with mild Endo back in June with a Lap. Have been put back on the pill and although its stopped my periods, I'm still suffering with pain.
I was wondering if any of you suffer from Anxiety?
I am a childminder, whilst I'm doing an Open University Degree - so doing my uni work at home in-between the school runs. Been in this job for 2 years, before hand i was working at Subway and restaurants and loved talking to people - now just the thought of having to do interviews and meet people and work in offices gives me heart palpitations and tears!!
I'm naturally a worrier anyway, and worry over small niggly things, but I've noticed lately that my worrying is becoming ridiculous! I panic over small things such as having to drive long journeys that I've never done before (anything over 30 minutes really), if i think of something thats troubling me - such as my car breaking down (its pretty old and is making some strange noises) then i just panic so much, worry 24/7 over it, go sweaty, hot and cold, and feel physically sick until i have been calmed down.
I don't really know if these are anxiety attacks, and i feel pretty stupid mentioning it to anyone, even my supportive boyfriend (who is annoyingly calm allllll the time!)
Anyway, sorry for the long post but i just hope someone has some insight into this.