Went to see my gp this morning to discuss me ultrasound results. He still will not refer me until september !! Gave me the usual statistics that women cannot be referred to specialists under 1 year of trying for a baby & told me not to get stressed and that i need to (in his words) "enjoy life" , yes well im in pain, im not getting pregnant & I know I have endometriosis & clubbed fallopian tubes, but because my overies looked clear on the scan and there is no funding for fertility referals under 1 year of trying, I now have to sit & wait for 4 months.
Naturally there were more tears during my apopintment and afterwards & I feel like im having a really bad day today.
Its ok for a doctor on a high salary to sit there and tell me to de stress & relax, whilst all the while im trying for a baby, im working full time & trying to run a business in addition to my full time job! I know deep down he is right about de stressing but the reality of the situation is not so easily done xx