Yesterday I met with my new consultant who is doing my surgery in 6 days. Just to run through everything and make me feel better... Ha I wish.
I left feeling like crap! He took one look at my recent MRI and told me I need a hysterectomy, I should be having a hysterectomy, said this surgery isn't likely to stop the pain due to the level of adenomyosis! No sugar coating. I explained we are trying to have a baby, and he looked at me as if I was a crazy person.
Why oh why do surgeons, have no people skills! I've heard nothing but good things in terms of how skilled he is at his job, yet he doesn't know how to speak to people.
Needless to say I feel a bit down and delicate at the moment, and thinking what is the point!! Maybe I should get a hysterectomy and buy another cat!
I'm now worried about IVF as I got letter yesterday and the criteria for this is strict. I'm worried my BMI may be too high, but I'm finding it really hard to lose weight due to constant fatigue and lack of time (I work two jobs so have limited time).
Yeh, I'm having a bad day I guess. On a happier note the anesthetist is lovely which was comforting, and assures me I'll get lots of pain control.
Sorry ladies no one else understands.