I'm new here..
I'm not quite sure what to do, I haven't seen anyone so would feel a fake to class myself as depressed as it's not been diagnosed officially and I know people hate those who self diagnose.
But some days or maybe more nights can be so hard. I'm kind of sick of feeling alright for a couple days then WAM nope you're still worthless and too clingy. I would like my boyfriend to help but I feel like I don't know what to say or ask, instead I'm short with him and there is tension because I want him to KNOW what to say or what I think he should say or do without me having to tell him, I know he's not a mind reader but if I tell him I'm feeling down via text maybe he could call me and check I'm okay? But at the same time I don't want to be a hassle or a massive burden.
Some days I feel like it wouldn't matter if I wasn't here. Like no one would really care?