I am a 29yr old and I am very negative, angry person. I have no idea where this comes from to be honest. However, I am gay and for the past 10-12yrs I kept it a secret till recently. I got very sick and I ended up getting AIDS and I nearly died. However, my family found out about it. I have tried so hard to be who I am and try to be happy but I can't be. I hate that I am who I am. I am trying to embrace it but society is so bad and judgmental that it's very hard to even do that. I have been alone all my life and never really had a relationship or anyone to truly love. I'm just sick of being angry and depressed all the time. I want to be a humble, sweet person. I am very sweet at times but I have a short temper and I WANT TO CHANGE. I WANT TO STOP JUDGING. I WANT TO STOP BEING NEGATIVE. Please help. And yes, I am seeing a therapist as well which is helping me through this as well. Thanks for listening. Any help is appreciated!