Feel so lost and numb

[NemosLost]

I hate feeling like this

like I'm here but I'm not

like someone cares but don't

like I belong somewhere else anywhere but here

[spykey]

Hi NemosLost

Welcome to our friendly, supportive & non-judgemental forum for depression. Feel free to post as and when you need or want to. We will do our best to support you as much as we are able!

All the members are very friendly & supportive to each other as I am sure they will be towards you!

I'm sorry to hear you are feeling so down and that no-one cares!

Well just to let you know I Care about you, and about how you are! I'm sorry you are going through such a tough time, but please don't give up, there are others on here that care about you to! Who I'm sure will reply to you soon!

Message as much as you like & continue to reach out as you have done to let us help you! It's good that you have started the process of reaching out by messaging, and I know that can't have been easy! But please continue to keep in touch and we will do what we can to help you.

Take Lots of Care. spykey🤗

[NemosLost in reply to spykey]

Thank you Spykey

gave me a glimmer of hope to know there's a place I can talk to people. Every day since the age of 10 (20 now) I've woke up and thought why did I have to wake up what is the point of my existence and when I'd tell my parents I feel down and think I'm depressed (diagnosed 2 years later) they'd tell me I was over exaggerating and never listened or payed attention and when I was a few years older and told them about my self harming I was apparently acting silly and just wanted attention but that fact I never told anyone or nobody ever seen the marks is complete opposite in my eyes l didn't want any attention that's why it took so long to tell them I only told them cause I wanted it to stop. X