Hiya I'm Gem and new here so bare with me. For the past year I have suffered from attempting suicide many times, started self harming every day, hearing voices which are telling me I am no good and to hurt myself, I struggle to eat when I do the voices punish me because I am fat and ugly so I take diet pills and laxatives to get rid of the food. I have been admitted into hospital several times but each time they send me home after a weekend as they do not believe a word I am saying. My CPN used to be amazing now she doesn't believe me or my Psychiatrist doesn't I feel an absolute fraud but wondered if anyone else felt the same with their health or is it just all in my head. I also spend lots of money which I can not afford and run away from home as I don't want anyone to be close to me and don't want to be loved just want to be on my own. Thanks for reading this
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