Hey, I suffer from depression and I've had it for 4 years now, I'm now in college. Recently I've been feeling really cr*ppy, hopeless and just wanting to end my life. Anyone who suffers from depression knows they can barely enjoy things like they used to and I want to enjoy myself at college but can't. Also there's a Muslim girl who I'm certain fancies me, she's been hinting it, she's Egyptian. I love her as well but she's Muslim meaning I would have to convert? I'm Christian, but I'm not really a believer... I just want to love her but feel like I can't? And yes I'm very aware what's going on in the news, so please I don't want anyone telling me how Muslims are the worst people on Earth or anything. I mean she's my friend and I have another Muslim friend who's a guy, they are both very nice and have never been negative towards me. I am a half Russian half English, my Muslim friend (the guy) knows I'm Half Russian half English but the girl thinks I'm just white British. Is it easy for me to convert to Muslim? Just wondering. Can anyone offer emotional support?