Just when I have got some sort of 'normality' back I go and get a set back. Ive been told that my job will come to an end at the end of this month. This is due to the school not having enough money to pay me. I feel a bit unfairly treated but Ive been told there are many cutbacks at school at the moment. I feel like Ive been kicked in the teeth.
This has been mentioned before and I was aware that my contract was temporary but now that Im working part time I thought my job could be extended until the end of term at least.
I have been working hard to sort out our finances and reduced some of our bills. I have also managed to get a small amount of ESA to top up my salary so everything was fine and we felt like we can see the future a bit clearer but now it has all been changed.
I will have to contact ESA and see if I can get full benefit. I have also inquired about PIP this week so it might all work out financially.
A part of me is a bit relieved too, as I have been getting very anxious about going into work each day. So I wont have that anymore but I do need to find a purpose to my day. Maybe it is time to get a dog. We have been talking about this for ages and keep saying it is not the right time so maybe now it is!
We have to be positive.