Getting ready to begin my second 'post-grad' week and having a lot of mixed feelings.
My first run after graduating (last Monday) was a disaster! I decided to spurn Laura and run unaided (apart for the local news programme) - a bad mistake. I probably started too quickly and too full of myself. After about 10 minutes I was rally struggling - tried to find Laura again but fiddling with the MP3 player lost concentration and almost the will to live! Stumbled on for another 10 minutes or so - more walking than running - before finally giving up in disgust (with myself!).
Wednesday was a bad day anyway - too much going on - so I made a lot of excuses to myself and didn't run at all. By Friday I was overwhelmed by guilt so went out again with Laura and did the W9 run again but covered less distance and found it harder than the previous week. Am I regressing? Where do i go from here?