just looked back on a blog id written a few weeks ago about how to stay motivated post grad, and realised im in exactly the same place i was then, but probably worse aagghh.. the old lazy me has well and truly surfaced again, and a run last night proved just that..
i hadnt run in 10 days, (nor had i done any form of excercise) .met with 3 friends for a run (theyre all graduates) they do a 5k 1-2 times a week so joined them yest eve.. started off fine but after about 15mins i was totally winded, and feigned a sore ankle so i could stop and walk the remainder!! how bad is that!!
Have a confession to make.. i am a smoker ;( and i cant seem to kick the habit no matter what i've tried, and lately due to change in work hours and place, ive been smoking way to much.. add that to ALOT of comfort eating and lack of excercise and its a recipe for disaster..
so lied to my friends about ankle as was too embarassed to say i couldnt run on, and also lied to OH after run who has been nothing but supportive..
and reading back on community blog and everyone is doing so well, just made me want to confess my sins!!
am i doomed to lazy fat smoking eternity??
Seriously need a swift kick up the proverbial