Well to say I wasnt excited for todays run is an understatement. For a few reasons I was thinking of not going out today (see yesterdays post) . After posting on here and feeling truly overwhelmed with everyone's advice and kindness I went to bed knowing I would go out this morning, it's better to try then not try at all (after all thays what I tell my kids)
I tried really hard to relax on my warm up walk, start slow, enjoy the surroundings, but in reality I kept stressing about the time, trying hard not to look at the clock counting down, wishing Jo to talk to me.
After 5 mins I did relax, found a very very slow and steady pace and did it.
Only in the last 4 mins did my back start to hurt. This happened on my last run, it's an ache rather than a pain, which I think is down to the weight I carry.....a work in progress.....
When Jo said I'd finish I started crying, walked home crying then sat at the kitchen table crying
What am I learning, well the support from strangers never fails to have a powerful impact and a positive mindset can get you through lots of situations
I absolutely know I wouldn't have attempted today if I hadnt posted and received encouragement on here, so thank you to all that replied and offered help. I'm extremely grateful ππ