Well to say I wasnt excited for todays run is an understatement. For a few reasons I was thinking of not going out today (see yesterdays post) . After posting on here and feeling truly overwhelmed with everyone's advice and kindness I went to bed knowing I would go out this morning, it's better to try then not try at all (after all thays what I tell my kids)
I tried really hard to relax on my warm up walk, start slow, enjoy the surroundings, but in reality I kept stressing about the time, trying hard not to look at the clock counting down, wishing Jo to talk to me.
After 5 mins I did relax, found a very very slow and steady pace and did it.
Only in the last 4 mins did my back start to hurt. This happened on my last run, it's an ache rather than a pain, which I think is down to the weight I carry.....a work in progress.....
When Jo said I'd finish I started crying, walked home crying then sat at the kitchen table crying
What am I learning, well the support from strangers never fails to have a powerful impact and a positive mindset can get you through lots of situations
I absolutely know I wouldn't have attempted today if I hadnt posted and received encouragement on here, so thank you to all that replied and offered help. I'm extremely grateful ππ
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I'm really overwhelmed that I did it when I think to how I felt 24 hours ago
Thank you for your support it means so much
Towards the end of the run I was thinking about week 9 which I've never actually thought about before, the realisation that I will complete this is a funny feeling π
YAYYYY! Iβm so happy to read your post, Iβm beaming! Well done!
Are you crying from disbelief? Your tears are no doubt for a lot of reasons (I cry at adverts for gods sake ππ ) but I really hope thereβs room for pride in there. Youβre officially onto Week 7! ππΌπ π Take time to congratulate yourself for how far youβve come.
I am a crier in general, more so throughout lockdown.
Yes tears of disbelief, pride, relief all of it π€£
I've had self doubt before other runs but this one today was hard mentally, so I think to date it will mean the most and have the most impact on keeping going
Thank you for your support, it means an awful lot π
You have done so well, you should be very proud of yourself π. Keep going, you know you can do it. I listen to a comedy podcast and find that distracts and helps to relax. πxxx
Yes I am proud, mainly that I proved to myself what I was capable of when I truly believed I wasn't capable. I'm surprised I did it, surprised I cried, surprised by how much its meaning to me π
Chuffing Norah!!!! I canβt tell you how chuffed I am!
This has literally made my day (and itβs bin pretty tough!.... so thank you! ππ»)
I am so happy .. in fact buzzing for you!
Wow!
I have such faith in you!! Bout time you started having some in yourself!
What an absolute superstar! βοΈ
This is amazing!!
I know this will give you just the boost you need!
Bloody well done!
Breathe in through your nose...? That is the smell of Graduation.... a gentle waft at week 7... a stronger smell on week 8 and by week 9 itβs with you 24/7 ... π
I was adamant I was going, then everyone on here was so bloody nice with their support. So I went and I bloomin well did it.
Slow, super slow, but I think its done me more good. It's made me realise what I can achieve when I'm up against it. That's why the tears came I guess, it was so peaceful on the field, the relief just flooded over me, the realisation what I can achieve.
Today felt like a real turning point for me. A true battle, physically and mentally, when I've needed and received the most support here, where I proved to myself what I can do, and realising for the first time I can actually do this
Thank you for your encouragement and positive vibes, it means so much
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