Hello again
I’m missing all the lovely people on here and being in the swing of running each week. I had shin splints and had to rest up for around 2 weeks or so, prior to that I was sick and had to stop for around the same amount of time.
I went out last week and did week 5 run 1 again. I was super slow because I didn’t want to hurt my shins again. I’ve also bought a half decent pair of running socks to give me some extra support. After doing some research I think I have weak ankles, something my Mum also suffers from.
Anyway... I’m going off on a tangent! Basically, I thought I was doing so well and got right up to week 6! Only 3 more weeks to go and I would have graduated.
For me it’s now become a bit of a physiological slog. When I go out my thoughts are “why am I so slow”, “I’m so young and this is such a struggle”, “I must be super unfit and overweight”, “I don’t want to hurt my legs again”, “to people walking past, I look as though I’m dying”. I end up feeling worse about myself, if that makes any sense? Perhaps it won’t to a lot of people.
I’m not sure running is even for me but I was enjoying it. I noticed my stomach was flatter when I was going out running, although the number on the scales increased, I had noticed my clothes felt slightly looser.
I’m very much an overthinker (if you can’t already tell 🙈). Just looking for some general support if anyone has any, it’s made a real difference to me previously.
Thank you x