This morning I completed the last run of week 8 and I am looking forward to week 9. Since Week 7 run 1 I have stopped over thinking what I am doing during a run. I used to focus on how my feet were hitting the ground, was I bouncing too much, is my breathing OK and so on. But now I just relax and let my body do what it wants with the occasional check-in to make sure I am not letting myself get too sloppy.
The first run of this week was hard. I have no idea why, but it was a real grind. I just wanted it to end and it was just determination that kept me going - I was not done, it was not going to beat me. My splits while running were in the range 6:33 to 6:42 per km.
For the second run I made a few changes: instead of having breakfast before I ran, I just had a banana and a cup of tea, I wore a sweatband on my head (this was a really useful change as I hated getting sweat in my eyes and I have no hair to stop it), my phone was moved out of my pocket into an armband. These changes made a difference. My run was pleasurable and a fair bit faster that the previous one. My splits were in the range 6:22 - 6:31 per km.
This last run felt harder than the previous one even though I went into it with the same attitude: relax and check-in for form, breathing etc occasionally. I wanted it to stop about half way through. Interesting, to me at least, was that in order to keep my self going I kept telling myself that the train would leave without me if I didn't make it. This was a reminder of a trip I made with my wife several years ago where we caught a train from Hamburg to Copenhagen. There's a part of the trip where the train goes on a ferry and if you get off it for a bit. If you don't get back on it, the train will leave the ferry without you - which happened to us. We had to run from the port to the next station to catch it again - maybe 1-1.5km. I ran so hard i was sick (I was also very out of shape) but we managed to get back on the train were it was warm and comfortable. The same idea pushed me today. Not a carrot or a stick but a consequence. Even though this run was harder I was faster again. My splits were 6:11-6:23 per km.
I'm not trying to get faster and I don't know what my splits are until after I have finished and look at the data on my phone. But relaxing, with the occasional check-in worked for me. Visualizing a consequence worked for me. Changing when I eat worked for me. Wearing a sweat band and putting my phone on my arm worked for me. I feel ready and eager for week 9 to start. I won't complete 5km in 30 minutes but I'll be pretty close to 5km after 30min running.