I know I should feel happy because I completed the final run this morning, and enjoyed it (which I can hardly believe!) but now I feel sad because I feel as though my mate Laura has broken up with me
I feel the same as when I brought my first born home from the hospital - the sheer weight of responsibility to continue what I've started but panic that suddenly I have no professional to steer me through and I am now flying solo......
I have grown to really enjoy running, especially in these strange times - it feels good to be out in the lovely weather and fresh air, and allows me a bit of head space. I am so chuffed to have completed it and it felt fitting to do so on Mothers' Day - like a gift to myself! It also allowed me some quiet time to remember my mum and I even saw a white feather in my path just as I was thinking about how much she would have worried about all of us in the current climate. Seeing the feather, I smiled as I realised how she would have gone nuts at my soon-to-be 90 year old dad who seems to think self-isolating means he should only go to shops that aren't busy. (Don't worry I have now shown him how to use Skype and put him under house arrest).
Anyway my question is - how do I keep this going? All the things I thought I would do upon graduating (treat myself to some new kit and trainers, do a Parkrun) are now not possible for the foreseeable so any tips on keeping on track (no pun intended) would be gratefully received - thank you!
And lastly - sorry, I feel I have taken much more than I have given to this forum, especially a couple of weeks ago when I was struggling with it. I have had such great advice and been very cheered by others' posts. I might be quiet but I am very appreciative!