I've been a graduate since last July. Still doing the 30 min runs 2/3 times a week, and have about half dozen 5k charity runs under my belt.
Thing is, even when I'm training I panic. My head knows I can run for 30.mins! But as soon as I get going, I can feel my shoulders up round my ears and I'm gripping my water bottle for dear life.
If I consciously relax, I run better. Then 5 minutes later, shoulders are back round my ears and there is an imprint on the water bottle...
I've tried music, podcasts, staring over the hedges, listening to the birdsong, just about everything.
What can I try?