It is as it is. Another mantra of mine. I really need to ingrain this one in my head when it comes to running ~ I run slowly and steadily but still really struggle with my 30 minutes, I still sweat an awful lot and my face grows a shade of dark red more so than most other people's ~ which i feel extremely self conscious about as I shuffle back to the car π I still don't enjoy the runs but take them as a challenge. But something is making me want to go out there and do it all over again every 2 days! so that's where I'm at. No more analysing. It is at is. And I'll just keep going with that. There are people from here who pop into my head from time to time to keep me going ~ Oldfloss has residency now of course! And today's guest was *drumroll* sallenson ~ along with reflecting on his effortless wit and wisdom, I suddenly thought "*Gasp! I bet he looks like Michael Ball!" The empathetic and unassuming chap π€ Funny effect these "dolphins" (endorphins π€£) have ~ but random thoughts get me through my run so ~ Boom! π
Mid-run epiphany: Sallenson sounds like he loo... - Couch to 5K
Mid-run epiphany: Sallenson sounds like he looks like Michael Ball π
I'm trying to work out whether looking like Michael Ball is a "good thing" or not. The just is in deliberations as we speak...
Good for you for keeping on in there. I definitely know that finishing a run feels good. Starting a run feels as if it might be good. The bit in the middle kinda changes from second to second sometimes....
I can now definitely say that I look nothing like Michael Ball. Maybe if two of me were stitched together. Nor am I coiffed similarly, nor generally as hirsute
Google is a wonder sometimes!!
Iβm massively impressed you keep coming back to the running if you donβt enjoy it.
Every run is followed by either a massive high or a deep, deep calm for me (except when the gremlins get me, when it is exhausted satisfaction at beating them). I think I wouldβve given up weeks ago without that reward coming back to me.
Have you thought about why you donβt enjoy it? Is it knowing that self-conscious ending is coming?
(If so, and if you are in running gear, be proud of the fact that you have "I just worked effing hard" colours all over you. Anyone who's opinion is worth worrying about would get it totally and have deep respect.)
Yes I do get the buzz from completing the run at the end, just not while I'm doing it - i find it really tough, but I guess as my lifestyle has been mostly at the other end of the spectrum (if you know what I mean) that's not surprising π€ but I know I'm making myself stronger both physically and psychologically π This programme has been good for me; I usually opt out when the going gets tough. Thank you Jay66UK π
That makes sense. Itβs a rare run where I feel great doing it - today was one. Usually itβs a battle to get to the end. Iβve realised almost all of the problem is the gremlins, as todayβs run showed me I can enjoy the running, not just the stopping!
Sounds like weβve bothe quit quitting π
You're both real runners and runners don't quit. They just run the back leg past the cake shop
I think that sallenson is secretly Greg Davies actor / comedian.
Well done on your 30 min run.
The red face thing is like a secret handshake. It identifies us to other c25kers - wear it with pride. πππ
π±π±π± don't say that!! I have an unhealthy "thing" for Greg Davies .... & Ricky Gervais!! ππ