Yesterday morning I went out for a run. I did my usual route but the other way around. I really, really struggled and for the first time since I started C25K, I stopped and walked instead of continuing to run. I was disheartened and if I hadn't been out in the public I would have cried. I was so disappointed. I tried to start running again, but emotionally and physically I just couldn't push myself. I can't really say what it was - psychological maybe. It has been a couple of weeks since I graduated and I thought by now I would be finding it easier and enjoyable and that I would now be able to push myself either to increase my speed or distance, but that is just not the case. I still struggle to do the 30 mins. I feel like maybe running isn't for me - I will try and give it another go tomorrow morning, so disappointed. How long will it take for me to be able to enjoy this. If I enjoy something then I am more likely to keep it up. Grrrrr! Sad!