So I'm back again
It was wonderful to get through the C25k programme and then the 10k stuff after that. I attended a few park runs but at the time there wasn't one in my town, so found a local running group most helpful and ended up really investing into that. We motivated each other and eventually ran a local marathon relay together, which was over 9 miles each! Never beyond my wildest dreams did I think I would achieve that
Soon we were plucking up courage to join an 'official' running club at our local sports centre, which was all very exciting and I loved that too - so if anyone reads this, please believe in yourself! I'm so happy with the path C25k put me on.
The effects were wider than getting into the world of running too, for me. I had been asking myself the predictable 'middle age' questions regarding what life is about. With the children growing older, expectations of me changing, health issues cropping up... looking ahead, what was in store for me?
Regaining mobility helped me back into 'life' in so many ways. I rediscovered that life wasn't over (that may sound extreme, but it's where I was finding my thoughts heading) and even dared to dream of things that had been in my heart as a child and long forgotten. I guess I'd become stuck in a rut with the relentless onslaught of everyday life.
Running allowed me to raise my eyes from the ground in front of me and look to the horizon, so to speak.
The running club I joined took summer runs out into the local countryside. This was the beginning of major reminiscing for me - I imagine I'm not the only one who thinks a lot as they run?! Running through fields and past farms took me right back to childhood memories and hopes.
This has led to the difficult but rewarding path of pursing some long forgotten dreams. Running gave me enough fitness to get back on board with horse riding, which I'd always hankered after, but diminishing fitness had caused me to resign myself to give up on all together. This pretty much took over my life and although I should have kept running too, couldn't manage to fit it in. However, beyond my wildest dreams, with my daughters, we enjoy our own ponies now. So dreams can come true - keep trying!
There have been awful set backs along the way, especially for my husband and running partner. For both of us, the challenges still continue, but that's life. For mental health as well as physical, though, it's great to have been on this positive track throughout everything because the goals have pulled us through.
I am now back here using C25k again this week because the physical strain of the past couple of years has taken it's toll. Time and energy haven't allowed much fitness work and consequently levels have dropped. KNOWING that I made it through C25k before and the amazing things I achieved in a relatively short time, have brought me back and I hope reading this might encourage even just one person to maybe give it a try.
After just 2 runs, I ache like I cannot believe and feel as though every part of my body is about the seize up!!
I'm five years older now, after all ;-P
I am determined to get back going again though - who knows what I might achieve, or more importantly, what I might hold onto rather than loose health wise?
So signing off for now, as an old timer, but just as much in need of encouragement and accountability - perhaps some pearls of wisdom for pain relief too, if anyone has any.
Let's see how this goes