Help... I've gained back 14.8 pounds of the 52 pounds I've lost. I haven't been running, and I've lost all motivation and determination. I don't know why. I really WANT to run, but every time I look at the treadmill I get an excuse, something else I need to do. And eating? Chocolate, Junk, bread, junk, chips... I'm self sabotaging. I need some words of encouragement, how can I get back at this? Should I start from week 1? Start from the middle? I have a race (5K) on Fathers Day (US) June 18, and I'm afraid I wont be ready.. Words of advise?