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my 44th parkrun, my 5th time tailrunning and my 4th attempt at writing this report today :)

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Hi everyone, this may be a bit on the short side compared to most of my posts since this is the 4th attempt to writing this post about yesterday's parkrun, plus some of the memories from that day has decided to up and leave from my brain so bits and pieces I don't have any memory of but will give it my best shot, I'm sorry about this being abit more weird than usual, but anyway here goes,

I went bed quite late the night before I think I ended up going bed around 11pm, I didn't get to sleep straight away but still managed to get up at 5 on the saturday, I get up even though I want to sleep for longer but my body said nope you've got to get up, so I get up have a shower, get changed, have some breakfast, make sure I have everything in my bag, I don't remember if i had everything in my bag but I do remember that I had around 40 minutes til I needed to set off for parkrun so I double checked my bag again, and still didn't remember to put in a spair pair of trainers in my bag just in case my running trainers ended up absolutely soaking, (I've just spelt soaking 'sockaing' it would be quite a weird and funny post if I didn't change the spellings to some of my words I write wrong),

I set off at around 7am, I take a steady paced walk to the bus stop and get there for around 7:30 as I decided to purposefully take it steady and slow so instead of taking me 20minutes it took me 30minutes but it allowed me to think more and relax more,

I get to parkrun for 8am, I stand chatting to other volunteers and we all have a laugh don't remember what about, then the run director with the keys turn up so we all set off to set up the course, I do my usual duty of putting out the small cones around the course, I put the starting cones out as well but don't remember if I put out the cones to direct people off the track and don't rememer if anyone else did yesterday, the run still went well even if they wasn't put out,

I then stand chatting to volunteers whilst people put up the new gazebo the run director was kind enough to get, I decided to leave some of the other volunteers to set up the gazebo as I have a problem with setting up things because they either break or I get frustrated so putting out small cones around the track might not sound like much but it's just enough for me to handle especially since my balance was really off yesterday,

Some of my friends turned up so started chatting with them, and then me and julie nipped to the toilets leave my coat to the side of the track and go back to the volunteers, chat to other people and then listen to the run brief whilst trying to find julie as I lost her after I left her doing a few more laps around the track for a warm up,

We then go to the start and then we are off, I'm near the back but I don't mind, since I'm still getting around and still enjoying parkrun, I'm nearly all the way round the track when the run director comes up to me asking if I'd step in as tail runner, I was honest and said I wanted to get a time but then decided since there was literally only 2 people behind me, I said that I would, the run director made sure it was ok that I jump in as tail runner and I said that it's fine, but I told her (there was 2 run director's yesterday, one was in training practicing for the takeover for next saturday) that next week I can't be tail runner, was open and honest with her and she said that it's fine because they have 2 tail runners next week,

So I get on a hi-vis jacket and become tail runner, didn't dawn on me until almost around the first loop I have no landyard in case of an emergency so I was hoping nobody got hurt or unwell during the run, luckily nothing bad happened, I had a few pictures took on the saturday, I crossed the line with a time of 48:01,

This week it was slightly different, I helped a man with special needs get around the course, gain a PB and also have a good time, if it wasn't for parkrun this young man might not have had anything to enjoy on a saturday morning and yes it took him nearly 48 minutes to get round the course, he did walk some of the course but he gave it his all, he enjoyed himself, he gained a PB, I got a thank you at the end of the run and I also had a great time talking and listening to him talk about things,

He was worried when we was near the end that he was going really slow, and I told him that he is going a lot quicker than I am, and I'm struggling to keep up which made him more determined to run even faster but it also put a smile on his face and to me that was all that mattered even if I didn't get a PB, I helped out by being tail runner and helped a young man have a laugh and have fun around the run, and hopefully he will want to come again,

like I've said in previous parkrun reports, parkrun is inclusive so anyone can turn up and run, no matter your weight, your size, your age, gender, disability etc, everyone is included for who you are a runner, so be brave and go to your first parkrun or if you are really shy or you don't feel like you could run around your local parkrun or you think you are to slow at the moment then why not go down and ask about marshalling, by seeing all the people that turn up at your parkrun, the quick ones and the people who may not be as quick, it may give you the confidence to turn up at your local parkrun and give it a go,

Why do I not want to tail run next week you may be wondering and I will answer that question before I forget, next week I will be hopefully meeting a fellow parkrunner who like me has suffered a brain injury, and we hope to be able to run together around the course, so I'm a bit nervous, but excited as I've yet to meet someone with a brain injury that runs, I've spoke to people who run and has suffered a brain injury but never met anyone, hence why I just want to enjoy the run, don't want the added pressure of me being a tail runner, which I honestly don't mind, it's just going to be to much stress for me if I was tail running and meeting a new person and trying to run around with them if I'm right at the back, so I'm taking a nice week off from tail running, I am still going to help with setting up the course in the morning though so I'm still putting something back to them :)

Take care and I hope you all have had a great weekend,

Siobhan xx

P.S. this post is today as yesterday I went to a friend's birthday party and this morning I volunteered at junior parkrun and it's took me hours to actually write a full post about parkrun.

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Siobhan, you are such a good person. That young man with special needs will never forget that run! Well done!

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amateurwriterGraduate in reply to JaySeeSkinny

Thank you :)

That's what I hope, I hope that everyone that turns up has a great parkrun and wants to come back again, he crossed the finish line with a smile on his face and he even managed a sprint finish as well which made me so proud of him :)

Take care,

Siobhan x

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What a great post.  You were obviously meant to tail run to help that fellow out.  And enjoy meeting your peer with the brain injury next week.  It's nice to meet people like us and swap stories and learn from each other. I'll look forward to your post-run report.

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amateurwriterGraduate in reply to runswithdogs

Thank you :)

I agree I was meant to tail run, I've always got on better with people with special needs than I have with people who are average but think that is because I grew up with my older brother who has had special needs since he was born, I've got more patience and the small things are what makes things worth while, e.g. the man did a sprint finish at the end and that made me proud to be part of parkrun because part way through he didn't think he was going quick enough,

I will let everyone know about how next week's parkrun goes, I'm just a little bit nervous about it, people see me and they don't think I'm brain damaged and that's what I think this guy will think, but once I get excited you can tell I have some problems, think that's why I enjoy going parkrun so much because even when I get excited nobody stares at me like people would if I was out shopping,

Take care and sorry for the waffling,

Siobhan x

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You are a star. Simple as that. 

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amateurwriterGraduate in reply to Big-Andy

Thank you :)

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Siobhan, the word inspirational gets bandied around a lot but you sum up what the word really means. I'm so glad you found Parkrun to help you cope with the bad hand that  life has dealt you but I think Parkrun is pretty lucky to have found you too! I really hope you enjoy next week and please let us know how it goes. x

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amateurwriterGraduate in reply to turnturtle

Thank you :)

I think that parkrun and me was meant to be together and I'm so glad I found such a supportive and wonderful parkrun family that I have around me, and now I feel like I'm part of the furniture at the park now, I like the fact that people don't stare at me if I get excited, when I get excited you can tell that I have some problems so it's nice that I can just be myself and not be so self-conscious about what I look or act like, I jump up and down when I get overly excited and I will get my words muddled up, I'm still seen as another runner and not someone with problems,

Take care,

Siobhan x

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poppypugGraduate

Aw Siobhan, that was a lovely post as always xxx

That was so very kind and thoughtful of you to help that man. I am sure he will never forget his first parkrun, and that is due to your kindness and your lovely kind, sweet , nature .

I hope you have a great week and we will look forward to next weeks post of your meet up and I hope all goes well. You should have lots to talk about and it will be good for you both to share your experiences .

Take care xxx

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amateurwriterGraduate in reply to poppypug

Thank you :)

I hope he comes back again in the future, the parkrun's seem to be growing which is a great thing,

I'm looking forward to next week, I'll be one more parkrun towards my 50th, I'll be getting to meet a fellow parkrunner with a TBI, and I'll have my 25 volunteer t'shirt by then as well since I ordered it last friday (I think, it could've been thursday),

I hope you have a great week as well,

Take care,

Siobhan xxx

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Super post... again.. you are an inspiration! As turnturtle   says... you really are a perfect example of the word. :)

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amateurwriterGraduate in reply to Oldfloss

Thank you :)

I try my best and I probably get as much enjoyment out of writing my posts as I do running at parkrun since I enjoy sports but also enjoy writing as well :)

Take care,

Siobhan x

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Jaxsy_runs

That is the the loveliest and most true and sincere post I have ever read about parkrun. Thank you for taking the time, I really like the way you describe it  amateurwriter.

Congratulations on your 44th parkrun and I am sure you 'll be fine meeting another new person to run with this Saturday; it is always a bit exciting and nervous just as you wrote. 

All the best, Jacqui X

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amateurwriterGraduate in reply to Jaxsy_runs

Thank you :)

I wrote this post and then re-read what I had wrote and honestly thought that I should just delete it and write a smaller/shorter post and leave half of what I wrote out, I think that everytime I write a post about parkrun but think that it wouldn't be me and people wouldn't be able to feel the excitement and atmosphere if I missed half of the post out so, glad I choose to leave it all in,

Take care and enjoy your week,

Siobhan x

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Jaxsy_runs in reply to amateurwriter

Thanks for your reply, is it okay to follow your posts because I think that you have a wonderful way of showing your personality in your writing and I am sure whatever you think is the right way to write your post will be right! You definitely get the fun and excitement across ... I can't stop smiling  and giggling when I read about your day and your posts brighten the day.

All the best x

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amateurwriterGraduate in reply to Jaxsy_runs

Your welcome, I try to reply back to everyone but sometimes it takes me quite a while to do that, due to getting distracted, tired or having to go for an appointment, volunteering etc,

You're more than welcome to follow me,

I just enjoy writing the posts even if not a single person reads them, it just gives me a lot of joy out of it

Take care,

Siobhan x

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Siobahn, what a lovely, kind person you are. Really enjoyed reading your parkrun report, it does sound like everyone can join in. x

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amateurwriterGraduate in reply to Bluebirdrunner

Thank you :)

I'm glad you liked it, sometimes I think it's to long and I should cut it down, but then think I wouldn't be able to show how good parkrun is to me and to other people if I cut it down,

Take care and enjoy your week,

Siobhan x

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Eatcakeandrun

Others have already said it but I will say it again! What a lovely person you are! it is a great feeling to support someone round a run so that they can achieve something special for them. 

Keep posting! Love to read your writing. 

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amateurwriterGraduate in reply to Eatcakeandrun

Thank you :)

I love the feeling of helping someone gain something they thought impossible but in fact was possible, just got to have some faith in yourself and I think that's what the c25k programme taught me, and teaches many other people, just to see people crossing the finish line if they have never ran that far or that quick or they didn't stop once is just an amazing feeling that makes me full of joy because they have managed to do something they never thought they could do,

Take care,

Siobhan x

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Someone told me once that if a person does something for you, it makes you feel good for a time; if you do something for another person, it makes you feel good for a long time. It is strange maybe but I've found it is true. I think you have a nice mix at park run of being there for others as a tail runner or volunteer and being there for yourself, working at your fitness and PB. What brought you to park runs in the first place?

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amateurwriterGraduate in reply to boptillyoudrop49

Thank you :)

I agree totally, it's nice to do something else as les brown says (and this quote may be slightly wrong) les brown says 'you can't sprinkle perfume on someone else without getting some on yourself' basically you can't do something good for someone else without it helping yourself, think thats what makes me going back because I enjoy helping people even if it's just setting up the cones around the track in the morning before the run,

To be honest, I kept reading about people putting up about parkrun and so people told me what it was after I put up a post asking what a parkrun was as I thought it was something you had to run so far in a certain time but people told me what it is, so then I signed up and didn't go for around 2-3 months after signing up it took me around 2 months from signing up to printing off my barcode and then around another month to actually go to my first one, I don't know what actually brought me there, I think something in me told me that it'd be a great decision to go even if it's just the once, and I can honestly say that it is one of the best decisions I've made in my life, that and taking up the couch to 5k programme :)

Take care and enjoy your week,

Siobhan x

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Hi Siobhan, I absolutely love reading your posts. You are so thoughtful and encouraging. I think your local parkrun would be a much poorer place without you! Keep up the great running and wonderful reports! 😊

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amateurwriterGraduate in reply to rosh1003

Thank you :)

I think I get as much out of parkrun as I put in, something brought me there and I haven't looked back, and I enjoy giving back to parkrun, I've always enjoyed helping people ever since I was little well scratch that young since I'm still little lol, I'm glad you enjoy the report sI write, I try to keep them short but I get carried away and end up writing for around an hour,

Take care and enjoy your well,

Siobhan x

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heavyhorseGraduate

wonderful report, helping that man reach his goal is a much bigger thing than any PB much respect👍

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amateurwriterGraduate in reply to heavyhorse

Thank you :)

Am glad you enjoy my reports :)

Take care and enjoy your week,

Siobhan x

I am the TBI chap meeting Sio next week (and can, hardly, wait).  I understand how people can make assumptions about a brain injured person and assume that nothing is wrong - it is a hidden disability.  Sometimes it is best to be honest about what we are thinking.  Anyway, I love parkruns and have done very many of them  One great thing is its inclusivity and I sit on a central committee about disability inclusion (be it running, walking, volunteering or just watching).  At the moment we are working on visual impairment - a subject close to my heart.  Hope some of our paths cross.  Park run is more about community spirit than running.  Having a good time is more important than getting a good time

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poppypugGraduate in reply to Felloffhisbike101

Enjoy your meeting next week with our lovely Siobhan and thanks for posting this xxx

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amateurwriterGraduate in reply to Felloffhisbike101

Thank you :)

I look forward to seeing you next saturday at parkrun, I will wear my headway t'shirt if you'd like so you can spot me from the crowd? I get there for around 8 so I'm usually stood with the volunteers but some times I'm not so it might be best if I wear something that you can spot me wearing,

Take care,

Siobhan x

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