Well I my nerves were jangling before attempting today's final run of week 5.
But it's done now and I feel so peaceful. I'd expected to feel tired or elated, and don't get me wrong I was both those things after I finished but now I just feel relaxed and soothed. Not what I expected to feel, but definitely a pleasant feeling.
Thanks to Laura and everyone on here I have come this far. So thank you for all your support and advice, I'm starting to think I can actually get to week 9 now.
Happy running everyone!