Hiya,
Yesterday after work it was time for a run, but I was not feeling it. On Tuesday it was raining, so I did not go out and yesterday I was just feeling bleh. Not in the mood to run and I rather wanted to crawl on the couch and watch tv.
But I did go out, taking courage from the fact that I actually love running. So kit on and out the door. It felt hard from the first minute. I had a toxic ten, my legs were not in the mood for running and I felt it. But I kept going.
I did not check my watch to see my pace and just kept going at the speed my body wanted. Unfortunately it might have been too slow. Whenever I run too slow, it feels a lot harder. I really struggled to keep running and I felt as if I was dragging myself forward.
Reaching the 5K I checked my watch and was disappointed to see 44:32. My best time on 5K is in the low 39' and I can't reach that every run because 39' equals nearly dying. But nearly 45 is a bit disappointing.
I have to admit though that after my last run I was feeling as if I was only having good runs and no bad runs anymore. Did I curse myself? I proved yesterday that I still can have bad runs.
Hopefully the next will be better again!
Cheers, Evy