Hi everyone
I am currently under the severe asthma service at Wythenshawe in Manchester. I transferred there in 2020 when the previous service I was under diagnosed me with severe asthma based on eospinohils washings amongst other things, but apart from giving me steroids did little else and I ended up developing adrenal insuffiency.
So went to Wythenshawe who agreed I had severe asthma, I had reactions to mixed mould/aspergillus etc on blood tests, IgE was abnormal, FEV1 was below 80% so they put me forward for Xolair in 2021. I did the 16 weeks trial but sadly made no difference - and my asthma continues to flare up in warm weather meaning every summer I end up taking multiple courses of Pred, except this year due to the cool weather I was ok. But did have a bad flare last autumn needing 3 lots of Pred and a nebuliser I bought off Amazon.
Last year I had a reversibility test which I "passed", as in my FEV1 didn't drop by 15%. Ever since they have been quite stand-offish and wouldn't help me last autumn when I was at the GP every other week with asthma. They kept telling me by email it couldn't be asthma as my peak flow wasn't dropping by much (it never does...) Even the practice nurse writing to them didn't change anything. They gave me another reversibility test (Mannitol this time) in June this year and because my FEV1 dropped by 9% not 15% they are now totally convinced I do not have asthma *at all*. My FEV1 improved once they had given me Salbutamol at the end of the test which shows reversibility but that doesn't seem to count...
When I saw the consultant in July he was making out that waking in the night feeling breathless was "normal" as apparently it happens to him sometimes; his eosinophils - which I was told to look out for a level of 0.3 or above for other biologics - is 0.7 (I did actually get a reading of 0.3 this summer). When I asked him did he take asthma medication he said "no", when I asked had he ever curtailed foreign holidays in warm countries as I have because of my asthma he said "no." When I asked did he have a 40 year history of asthma he said "no".
When I asked him what was causing my symptoms - wheezy cough, tight-chest, breathlessness - he said "well you are a bit of an anxious person". This has come about because I saw the psychologist they have seconded to them, as I was anxious *because* my asthma hasn't improved and I felt frustrated that I am getting nowhere. He has twisted that as "proof" I have anxiety and that is what's causing my symptoms. When I asked what to do if I woke up breathless he said "do nothing" which obviously I was shocked at. He wanted me to go down from Seretide 500 twice a day to Seretide 50 twice a day (!) and then eventually use a 100/6 Fostair whenever I needed it , which is bizarre when he says I don't have asthma at all...I explained I've tried Fostair in the past 3 times but he wouldn't listen. Eventually after 15 minutes of this I walked out as I was so frustrated.
I complained to the hospital and, no surprise, on every point they have backed him and said he has done nothing wrong. Even when I had a bronchopscopy there in 2021 when they found bronchospasm in my right lung he said it was "probably mis-appraised."
When I asked him why I would feel "anxious" only in the summer, or on holidays, when my asthma has flared-up he couldn't answer. But he will just not budge.
I have sent some follow-up questions, such as when I stopped my Seretide for 36 hours before the tests why did I need Salbutamol the night before and the morning before if I didn't have asthma? (it was outside the 6 hours window to stay off it). Last autumn when I was poorly I did some CBT through the local talking therapy service, and my anxiety scores went down dramatically after the sessions had finished yet I still had bad asthma at the time, so I have sent as proof that itcan't be anxiety causing my symptoms.
I have a feeling this won't make any difference, I feel like I am being bullied into stopping inhalers even though I know I have asthma. He seems to want it both ways, getting me off of his list as he doesn't know what's going on but giving me Fostair to cover himself in case I have an asthma attack. My GP fortunately has kept me on my current regime but I am concerned that she will feel the pressure to follow the consultant if nothing comes of this follow up to my complaint. Is there anything else I can do, the letter mentions going to the health ombudsman if I am not satisfied. I feel very frustrated as I feel like I am being gaslit.