It seems that as soon as i calm my anxiety another cancer scare rears its ugly head in my family I dont even know any more if i make them up or if they are real!!
My mum had breast cancer 3 years ago and now has problems with a bloated stomach and what she thought was a water infection....but the doctors haven't got her urine sample results back as they have had to be sent to the hospital. My mind shoots straight to Ovarian Cancer or similar. Anxiety takes no time in hitting me full force in the face....i'm sick of it.
Why cant i be normal and just wait to see what FACTS arise!! What do i pre-empt the worst case scenario??
The anxiety stops me from doing normal things and i go in to complete shut down.
Just want to be normal again ;-( Sorry that this isnt actually a question....i just wanted to vent my frustrations as i dont feel able to talk to anyone about yet another cancer issue.