I have just looked though some of my blogs & I can't believe that I still feel so depressed & my anxiety is still the same. Life goes on struggling to keep my self from wanting to take my life there seams no way out of this no matter how I try to distract , that little thing in my head won't switch of again. I saw my GP yesterday & told him this next thing I no the mentle health team are at my door to try and keep me safe. So here I am on that vishsus circul again. I don't think it will ever stop untill I'm mot here.