Hi Everyone, I am on Benefit and have worked for most of my life , struggled with my Mental Health for 34 years, had 2 husbands that couldn't cope, 3 grown up children who try but distance themselves from myself because they can't cope with me. I try my best to be normal, but know damn well I am not! I feel as if I am on the scrap heap now. Been to every tratment and meeting over the years. Am on a shocking 32 tablets a day! and have been discharged from my Consultant because I will not go to a Substance Abuse Group. I am taking Medication that has been prescribed for ME! not abusing it. I never have. I am not going sitting with recreational drug users full stop. That feels like the final insult to my illnesses. What to do???? I have no bloody idea. Been kicked in the back of my head and stamped on. That is my position at the moment. Any idea's?. My anxiety is at an all time high level now. I just wish I could afford to have private treatment. The NHS IS AND HAS BEEN USELESS TO ME! xxxxx
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