Online school is starting soon (On Sept 8th) which gives me so much anxiety. On the 3rd -5th my family and I are taking a vacation before school starts so that my son can continue to improve his skateboarding skills and be in touch with other skaters.
I was excited about the road trip initially but that was before I started getting high anxiety. Now everything seems difficult.
I’m overwhelmed and its hard to concentrate and I can’t think straight today. Maybe I’ll be able to take care of myself and have a better rest of my day or at least feel better tomorrow after I do some planning and organizing of school stuff But when anxiety is high I can literally barely sit down.
Heart pulpitations, Irritable bowl syndrome, no appetite and barely sleeping. .
I guess I need some reassurance that it’ll be ok but sometimes it’s just not okay enough you know? And that’s life isn’t it? I hope I can get to the point where I’m sure I can continue living without so much fear. I don’t know. There are so many things that scare me right now.
Thank you in advance for any support I receive here.