Been struggling for awhile..

Hey everyone it’s been a little while, I’ve been okay here and there I just got one my teeth pulled couple days ago so I’m recovering from that at the moment which ive been okay but today my symptoms of being nauseous, tingling in my left shoulder feeling weak and fatigued out of nowhere have came back today it’s been a little while since I’ve felt like this, thoughts of thinking it’s something severe then me being maybe tired or anxiety idk it’s hard sometimes thinking anxiety can do all of this and the fear of being misdiagnosed and having something terminal with me and trying to figure out everyday if I’m gonna be okay am I gonna die from a sickness and it’s hard with pandemic going on to even get a check up and I don’t wanna go to the hospital to risk getting Covid to check on the symptoms I’ve been getting, Sometimes I wonder what it feels like to be somewhat normal or just healthy I feel like I’m taking the right steps of being healthy always drinking water not drinking beer no more not eating fast food but idk sometimes I wanna give up on fighting it’s hard I keep repeating myself to my family and friends and I understand they try to help but idk I’m in a tough spot today just wanted to check in I don’t know what else will help....I really hope everyone has been doing okay keep fighting everyone.

[Krn210]

Some days are just rough! I used to beat myself up over those days. Thinking that any progress I had made was lost. I now know, that I was wrong. There will be good days and bad days, the thing about those bad days is...they always pass. I hope you’re feeling better from the tooth extraction! As for the other sensations...you’ve got this!! 💪🏻

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I hope you are doing better? Just wanted to let you know, you are not alone. I also experience severe anxiety, especially health anxiety and depression that I've had all of my life. It's exhausting. I've been on an anti depressant for 30 years, but they haven't helped. I live alone and my family, they do not care, sadly. I've been to my doctor and was told I just have to tough it all alone. That hurt, because we all need people. I've been self quarantined for the past 3 months due to the pandemic and after the pandemic started I lost my job, so it's been difficult to say the least. Hope you are doing better. I will be praying for you. Reach out if you would like to talk.