I'm not feeling good.

[ImHere_Again]

I tried writing the post earlier but I couldn't. I was feeling unbalanced, like always so I thought nothing of it. I was eating and got up for a drink of water and I felt like I was going to o have an anxiety attack. I quickly started walking around to try and shake the feeling away. I felt like my eyes were the reason for my feeling of unbalanced. It feeling like as if one were to look at the sun and look away. The feeling is difficult to explain. They don't feel heavy, it kind of feeling like if my eyes were going to move on their own if u stopped looking around and just stared into one thing. When I went to the doctor, I mentioned it this feeling to her and she said it was probably anxiety. She gave me a lecture on why I should be taking the medication they had given me. At first I was convinced, but then I started to second guess it. I am just too scared to do it but the way things are looking, I think I am going to have to take the medication. I don't know for how long I can take this feeling. Right now my legs and hands still feel weak and shaking, especially my legs that I can't stop moving. I'm scared of getting up. I had a small breakdown and I am sure I'm going to get another because I can't really vent to anyone, because they do not understand what I'm going through. Whenever I have these breakdowns I just bring all my problems up, making things worse. I don't know what to do, anymore. I'm scared and tired of this feeling, I know will perhaps never go away.

[Dolphin14]

I'm glad you did see the doctor. I'm sorry you are feeling so badly.

My opinion is start the med.

We can only fight for so long. When our quality of life is effected we have to make a choice.

Don't worry about how long you may need it. What you need to think about is how you feel right now and what the md has offered you for treatment.

Hope you feel better