Agoraphobia and heading back to NYC

So I’m about to head back to NYC alone. I cried this morning, and feel so freaked out by how spacey I feel still from this medication. I’m hoping every day is better.

Freaking out cuz I do not want to leave my boyfriend. I wish I never took Zoloft and struggle with memory issues now that I hope go away as I stay off the pill. The DP/DR freaks me out. The mood swings freak me out. I have an appointment at 3:05 with my psychiatrist and my bus gets in at 2:15 so wish me luck lol.

I just want to cry. I don’t want to leave my boyfriend.

[a_work_in_progress]

Hugs and luck coming your way 🤗🤞

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Thank you so much

[Laniben]

Big hugs for you xx