Good morning to you all!! Feeling great after drinking first cup of coffee of course! Lol. Not feeling anxious about hiking today cause ill be out on Utah's beautiful trails. Mom said there's a little tiny waterfall off the red rocks. Totally excited to see this. Been wanting to be around water since living in Vegas. Not feeling anxious at all being that we'll be in nature and not dealing with the public. That's why I feel more at ease. Plus everyone is so friendly here in utah so far. Everyone has always said hi good morning. That's what I love is the nice ppl. Puts me at ease. Its a feeling of ok maybe I'm not a bad person or to ugly if they are saying hi. Sorry for posting about the same stuff but just excited I guess to not feeling anxious for once. The thing is I'm still at home so we'll see when its time to go.
Even better I'm very excited to be one day,away from my 7 years clean and sober!!! What a great feeling. I quit both drugs on my own due to not having any money for,it. I prayed, went to church, cried out to God for years and one morning I woke up headed to get beer and I didn't have the cravings anymore!!! I couldn't even believe it. My worst addiction was alcohol. I had been thru 7 treatment centers, AA and NA for two decades, multiple out patient centers etc. All of it never did a thing for me. So huge thank you Lord. I love you and hope to never disappoint God!!! I'm eternally grateful for His help!ππ Have a beautiful day My friends. Your all special to me!!! πππππππ