So i am desperate. I have symptoms that are making me so depressed that i am seriously contemplating suicide it is that bad. I am sixteen years old, and have been having really troubling breathing for months now. This weird symptom is one of many. My heart constantly feels like it's about to stop beating and my eyes are constantly blurry. This is literally constant and there is something about it that makes me severely depressed.
I was doing well five months ago, when suddenly i woke up with weird head sensations. Now, i constantly feel like I'll have a seizure but then, never do.
I had a swollen lymph node, but my doctor thought it was a cyst. Now it's gone, but my symptoms have just gotten worse. I do suffer with panic disorder and hypochondria. But the symptoms start first, and then i get anxiety. It doesn't make any sense and honestly I'm scared about my sanity. My anxiety meds aren't helping at all so i feel very trapped.
Very scared rn.