Bizzare Anxiety Symptoms?

[Anxiousfrog]

Hello!

So i am desperate. I have symptoms that are making me so depressed that i am seriously contemplating suicide it is that bad. I am sixteen years old, and have been having really troubling breathing for months now. This weird symptom is one of many. My heart constantly feels like it's about to stop beating and my eyes are constantly blurry. This is literally constant and there is something about it that makes me severely depressed.

I was doing well five months ago, when suddenly i woke up with weird head sensations. Now, i constantly feel like I'll have a seizure but then, never do.

I had a swollen lymph node, but my doctor thought it was a cyst. Now it's gone, but my symptoms have just gotten worse. I do suffer with panic disorder and hypochondria. But the symptoms start first, and then i get anxiety. It doesn't make any sense and honestly I'm scared about my sanity. My anxiety meds aren't helping at all so i feel very trapped.

Very scared rn.

[kevoreally]

Please never think about ending your life i siggest talking with your doctors and discussing everything you feel and describe how your meds are not working with your doctor if he or she is not willing to try new meds or up the dosage the may want to look into a new doctor ALSO if things get super bad and you truly feel suicidal PLEASE CALL 911 and EMS will be at your door to help !

I work volunteer for my EMS department so i know!

[Anxiousfrog in reply to kevoreally]

Thank you for your response.

It's a weird kind of depression. I don't want to die, but yet i do? I love life, but my brain has so many warped thoughts that it literally makes me contemplate suicide. I have a feeling i never would, but i do think i would try. It's such a strange form of depression. It's like, I'll read a book and i get confused, I'm just always confused. It's strange.

[Hidden]

It's probably the meds that are making you feel like this..tell your doctor..

[Anxiousfrog in reply to Hidden]

I just started taking the meds. The meds could be making it worse but, idk.

[Hidden]

Just monitor yourself..and speak to the dr if need be ..and us on here ofcourse

[Morgjt]

I am honestly going through everything you’ve just said! I’m 22 and out of no where Ive started to get all these symptoms. I’ve been diagnosed with hypochondria as I’ve been to the doctors a lot this year trying to find answers! I also feel like the symptoms happen first then I get anxious and it’s not anxiety! I have a swollen lymph node that hasn’t gone down and has been there for about 6 weeks now so I had bloods too yesterday. All you can do is try to get reassurance to help yourself I guess!! You’re not alone

[Mireyaozzieg]

Just lost my close friend from suicide Tuesday morning please don't do it.....i suffer from anxiety and depression and it' hurts me so bad that he did that my pain feels numb.