I had classes today, and I felt great this morning, up until about two hours ago where the death thought came back again, now I'm tired, I feel like I'm hearing a death rattle or a pop every time i breathe through my mouth and my lower thigh is killing me.
But I'm still trying.
Just a tad bit still afraid.
Freaking out to the point I could collapse 😣
Too scared to sleep. That feeling of drifting into sleep scares me
Anxiety is out of control.
Always thinking about death 
