Still scared of Seizure

[djwolf226]

I have been doing so good with dealing with my fears of having a seizure, but lately i have been failing:

When i was younger i had my eyes roll back in my head because of a fever, my grandmother never said that it was a seizure though, but in my own way i keep thinking it was.

Lately i've been having this strange taste in my mouth- almost feels like dish soap was in my mouth. It went away, but a couple of days later it's come back.

Maybe one or two times since i've been suffering with anxiety, my eyes would jerk left and right rapidly for about 2 seconds until i closed my eyes and opened them it went away.

All of my tests are fine, i haven't seen a neurologist, but i feel like i should because for some reason i keep looking for an answer that isn't there. I'm not 25 about to turn 26 next month. My constant ruminating hasn't achieved anything but worry bullies and constant irritation from the reassurance i try to get from the people i know. My primary care doctor says i'm fine, my psychologist says i'm fine, i have no history of it in my family, and i've never had one. But looking stuff up on the internet is so vague and it gives me the fear there is still that chance. I have saw something called pseudo seizures where you can give yourself one. This doesn't help my cause whatsoever. I guess i need reassurance or just someone who can relate to this situation. I keep looking for an answer i'm not getting and i just want it to stop.