any reasureance on last post p...

[errivbr4678778]

any reasureance on last post please i feel really ill now... the heart flutters are nothing compered to this i cant beleieve i have this to get over this now i really really cant. do i need to trust what the doctor said???

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Go to the hospital and ask them. Coming here every day with the same thing and getting no further forward makes me believe you need extra help from a doctor or a visit to the hospital. People's reassurance on here doesn't seem to be having any long term affect on you. Go to your doctor or hospital now.

[Jeff1943]

Get a grip, my young friend, you haven't got HIV from this girl, it takes 6 weeks to show symptoms so it's not that. You haven't even got the pox, it's just you might have thrush and if you do it will be fixed, no problem. And the really good news is, you still don't have the flutters. You have absolutely no reason to be scared, you're not going to die, you can trust that doctor. Treat this scare as a lesson, keep it under wraps from now on.

You need to keep yourself occupied, find yourself a new job which will take your mind off all this needless worry you punish yourself with.

[errivbr4678778 in reply to Jeff1943]

my head is all over the place i feel really ill, one of my glands in my thorat is swollen which is a symptom of hiv which made me shit myself. im getting this tingerling feeling in my testicals since the last night when i actually started to worry about this, but the doctor didnt seem bothered. i get the odd itch, and my groin hurts sometimes idk if its because im fiddling around down there. im shitting myself i know the health clinic doctor said i only have thrush but im scared the blood tests will come back awful. im really really strugerling

[Jeff1943]

You know yourself well enough to know that you are a born worrier, a serial worrier, in fact. Even when a problem goes away (like the flutters in your heartbeat) or the good news that you haven't got VD or HIV, you continue to find other things to worry about. All the things you describe above are unconnected minor irritations, HIV takes 6 weeks to incubate before it makes itself known.

You are a born worrier and nobody is able to convince you otherwise, only you yourself can do that. Only you can stop yourself constantly frighteningyourself to death over nothing at all. OVER NOTHING AT ALL.

This is the battle that you must now wage and on the success of it depends your future happiness for life. Otherwise you will go on sh**ing yourself from here to eternity.

[Mireyaozzieg]

Maybe go to the hospital for a quick response.