I don't know why this is an issue

[Mitzy_22]

So I honestly don't want to like say I have anxiety or anything because I mean I'm not a doctor so yeah but my problem is I just think about things like constant fear and I try to push it aside but I can't ... that's why I'm writing this thing at 1 in the morning 🙃. Anyways I just want to know how to get over this. So I have a boyfriend we are practically married and he is such a beautiful person and he care more about me then anyone and let's me know he's here for me every time I even seem sad but lately he's been doing very very minor things that people would push tasked but I dwell on it and I don't want to like I love him but I'm just constantly sad and I don't want him to be sad .i can tell he gets upset when I don't tell him what's wrong and I wish I could but I can't idk what to say I tell him about the small things and we figure it out and he helps me thru it but it's always running in my mind oh what if he cheats on me what if he leaves me because I'm not happy all the time like a used to be it's so hard to talk about my feelings idk how to get them out he asks me what's wrong and I go scilent but in my head I hear so many world like help me I want to tell you but I physically can't because my vocal cords won't move and my throat hurts like it gets stuck . Does anyone else feel the same I feel pretty weird doing this I have never really asked for advise and sorry for the errors in this message but I have a small case of dyslexia so it's hard to find places I messed up so sorry and I hope I can get help thanks 💕

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HI! and WHEW......do you realize your entire post was just 3 sentences long. You are very worried or upset about your relationship with your man. That happens in relationships.

You may have dyslexia, but that really doesn't have much effect on your writing. lol You will have replies from other people.

But I think I'm running on low octane tonight and will need you to write shorter sentences with punctuation. I had difficulty trying to really determine what your basic concern is. :)x