Can't be around my friends

[Kristin21]

Why am I scared of being with people, at this point my best friends who I love dearly seem so annoying to me in a sense. I zone out and hate having to seem engaged in the conversation and I'm just sad around people. I'm considered an anti social weirdo in my family yet no one considers why. I'm dealing with this and I have to go away to camp for a month without having time to myself, how am I going to make it through. I honestly just don't like being with my family or anyone anymore and everyone thinks I'm alright. It's been a year of this and it's summer, I would have thought it would have gotten better after school. It's gotten worse.