I haven't actually been diagnosed but anxiety but I feel so trapped within myself. I started my first ever job and everything was great I was doing really well, the problem was the people. They'd always put me down, i couldnt do anything right and it was like they wanted me to be shit at my job. I ended up leaving because it got to the point that id feel physically sick getting up for work because I was so scared to go in. I used to have a lot of time off "sick" which resulted in a meeting with my boss about my absence, which of course I couldn't face and just ended up leaving my job. I know tbat, that wasn't the smartest thing to do but at the time it seemed like the easiest thing to do. Now I'm broke and I'm even scared to go to the job centre to sign on because of what happened while at the job. I feel so stupid and silly for being scared to even go to the local job centre. I'm ruining my life by doing this. And I just don't know what I can do to make myself have more confidence.