I am struggling like hell at the moment; battling my dreadful brain fog and migraines. I have had a relentless headache for the whole of last week and feeling just awful - on top of that I have been feeling really anxious because I'm feeling like I can't cope anymore and yesterday I actually felt like I didn't want to live anymore because I can't cope with this fog anymore. I've had this fog for 24 years now after I came down with some virus in 1994 (!) and I've never been the same since and have battled with it. It I would say is the biggest reason for my anxiety because I don't know what I'm dealing with - it's like I"m living looking at things through a white mist all the time...it's has been pretty much always been bad but sometimes it gets really bad and then I just can barely function. This amongst the many other symptoms I deal with on a daily basis - itchy skin/bad stomach/palpitations/diarrhoea/feeling tired/anxious My life is pretty relentless as a mother - I have recently moved to working part time as I couldn't cope with working full time anymore but of course now I'm worrying about earning a lot less - I have also noticed that it seems to get worse (the fog) when being at home and I'm thinking now that pollution has a major part to play in how I feel physically - I live next to a very very busy road - now I'm feeling anxious that I should move but I can't cope with how I"m going to do this and how this will work with my children - I"m pretty low right now - I have quit smoking which although a good thing is also making me feel quite low but I'm not going to give up.