I feel wrong

[IAWIWTHM]

I've been feeling out of place lately. i've been angry a lot, I've wanted to cry and I feel empty. I don't know what's wrong with me but now I feel as though I want to hurt others but I refuse to cry or tell anyone about it. As a male, I just feel a disconnect with my emotions. I don't think anyone will listen, and on those rare occasions where I do actually tell someone something, they don't understand or believe me. I don't know what to do anymore. i feel like i'm going to explode.

[Claire12345]

Just stay calm... and I think mebbies a trip to the doctors may be in order ... some people don't understand if they haven't been through it themselves !! It's hard to explain sometimes also, but just no I will get there and be back to your normal self soon enough good luck

[IAWIWTHM in reply to Claire12345]

I feel more like myself now, so thank you for being concerned and giving me advice

[SuzyQ1948]

We just have to learn we are not alone and depression does make us a bad person. I know my problems are from childhood memories and I always have felt I am not a good person but there are so many that face these same issues but everyday we deal with it and make it through is a victory.

I have panic attacks everything I try to do and try to go out somewhere but once I get there I am fine, it is like I have to be in control. I know this is from childhood event but 68 now and still dealing with the same problem.

I hope to hear from other because sharing with others help.

[IAWIWTHM in reply to SuzyQ1948]

I can't imagine how it must be for you but thank you for your words. They mean a lot.

[SuzyQ1948 in reply to SuzyQ1948]

Sorry meant to say depression does not make us a bad person. We are special caring people that are misunderstood.