Maybe a strange post , but don't want to look back and regret/ wish , I'd done more had dent suffered anxiety etc... I know that there are thousands of people worse of than me .. Ive suffered postnatal depression , health anxiety for the best part of 15 years... Recently my husband of 20years has not been earning.. We rely on my very minimal wages. He is down too! But doesn't appear to want to do anything about it .. He's pulled away from me , he's cold , moody , angry , and to be quite honest it's like living on eggshells.. My teenage kids are good , they demand nothing but I feel huge guilt.. I can't give them all they need , he's just in his own world and me quite frankly .. Selfishly I want to walk... For my own sanity.... I'm lost and need advice.. Thank you .. ( we claim no benefits at all and are currently surviving on £120 a week ( for everything) £30 on food! )I'm drowning and don't want to regret in my later years not doing anything.