yearning for my wife .. bad day today

[WAGS56]

Why oh why do i feel so low and cant stop crying ......

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Hello

I am so very sorry you are in so much pain , I remember your last post and everything you have been through , left a reply and you never came back so wondered how you were getting on

When a relationship splits up it is like a bereavement but can feel even worse because you know that person is still about and it is very painful and you do get good days and then the bad one's like today where the pain feels so unbearable that you will never cope and it will never go away but trust be you will cope and it does and will get easier till one day you will not feel the pain at all , you will be able to think about your ex and feel nothing as such but it does take time

Some days you may cry but that can be a good thing as it helps to release all the emotions that we are struggling with

Today does not sound like it has been a good one but tomorrow could be better and eventually no matter what it will come good again , so get all the support you can and you will get through this and be stronger for doing so

Take Care x

[WAGS56 in reply to Hidden]

Hi Lulu, Thank you for your kind words my wife asked for a divorce yesterday today is not a good day,i feel angry that this spinal condition and my depression and anxiety has caused this split my 11 yr old son now has seperated parents i have tried to explain my feelings and hurt to him but he just thinks his mum and dad dont love each other anymore and its my fault as i left the family home.Today is a new day and i am looking at counciling for myself to get over this but where do i start,its, nice having this forum to vent and i shall continue to use it who knows whats round the corner,just wish their was a place to meet other like minded folk with the same symptons or with spinal and pain disorders to talk to and help each other a long the way xx

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WAGS56 That is a sucky feeling. I feel for you. Even though I suffer from MS, One of my symptoms is insufferable anxiety from time to time. It seems to be worse when I am alone. Up until very recently we have been blessed with her not having to work. But now she has to. My anxiety strikes the most when the kids are at school and my best friend (wife) is not available. She does elder care so she can't just talk or text. One blessing you have my friend is we are all your friends here and will listen. Either publicly or private message. You are in our prayers and are here to talk or just listen if you need.

Take care my friend,

Rob

[WAGS56 in reply to Hidden]

Rob thank you for your kind words, i could do with friends at the minute my anxiety and depression are at an all time high my wifes asked for a divorce i need to be with people who understand my pain and anxiety .