Hi everyone, I'm new here.
I'm 19. I've been dealing with anxiety since mid of 2015, yeah it doesn't happened to me with no reason. A lot of things happened last year (family problem), it surely put a lot of pressure to me. My dad even brought me to doctor, but i stopped meeting him after 2 times because it doesn't makes me feel better.
The thing is, 4 months ago i decided to studying (I skipped college last year) abroad because i thought it'll help me to forget those bad memories. And now here i am, alone in my apartment, feeling incredibly lonely and feel like crying every night.
My parents knew about my condition, but ever since i left the country everything seems unbearable. I'll just call my mom like everyday, and just crying and say nothing, because i don't know how to explain. The last time i went back home was like 3 weeks ago. So, actually there's no reason for me whining that i'm homesick and so on.
I wanna ask you guys, do you think studying abroad (far away from home) with this kind of condition okay? Nowadays, the thing that i'm afraid most is that what if i couldn't finish my study..