So I get very anxious in a messy house. I can go into the whole back story and such but no point. FaCT is that mess and clutter stress me out, I get so busy fantasing about a clean home I never get cleaning because no matter how much I clean it's never good enough. The house looks messy and cluttered anyway. Doesn't help that my hoover is broken and my dryer is broken but mostly it's clutter. Even when I neater everything up on the shelves, it doesn't look right, it's all different styles and colours. Mostly reused boxes that attract dust and spiders and such. Even when I paper them to look prettier they aren't nice enough. All I want is a clean room, white walls with my kids art on it (the only disorganisation I like) and all storage out of sight behind white boxes.
So I finally have the money to buy the boxes I want and I'm scared it won't make a difference. That it'll still be a nasty mess.