I am a 50 year old woman that has been though hell. I am sure you all can relate. I have been raped, left by my first husband with a two year old and 6 mo's with child two. on the side of the street. lets go back even feather. I was 6 years old when my father held a gun to our (mom, brother, sister) while taking pill in front of us. telling us he was going to kill us. Lets just say my life have been like this . Now I lost my Thryiod. Do to cancer. Anyway don't want no fell sorry for me. But here at work, I can't do it, I mean that. I turn in work that is a mess. I don't think I am doing that at the time. but I look it over and wow why would I do anything like that. I have cried so much at work my boss hates me. and that don't help at all. I try to do the right things but I can't. Anyone got something to say. I judge people. Not bad I think if you are at work work. But than I do it myself. I am worthless. that all i got. Thanks.