So this morning I should be in work but I'm not as I couldn't manage to get myself in any kind of normal state to go! As soon as I opened my eyes I find myself asking is my anxiety there? Then I feel like my chest goes tight and I struggle to breath so then it's s knock on effect as I'm rushing to the loo with my nervous tummy!!! So as I'm sat on loo with nervous tummy my mouth is dry and has mucus at back of mouth so I spit out on to tissue just to check there's no blood because I'm that person who worries my lungs will just give way! And there's brown spots in it this had then sent me over the edge as I'm sure it's lung cancer as I'm in agony with my back and shoulders ! So I'm bk in bed with quilt pulled up and dreading having to move ! I'm so sick of this I will now have a horrendous day and yes I've googled my symptoms and yes it's lung cancer!!!!! And yes I think I have it! And yes I shouldn't have googled it but I have!!! So fed up!!!!