Help everyone it's me again the pain in the arse hyperchondriac in a nutshell I lost my mum who was my best friend and soulmate to pancreatic cancer 9 years ago she died in my arms in a very short time after diagnoses 7 weeks to be exact and wen she died my life spiralled out of control I am a mum to a 19 year old girl and a wife to a lovely man of 16 years. But after my mum died I ended up having a major breakdown I got diagnosed with bipolar P.T.S.D and severe health anxiety because every pain I get I automatically think I've got some sort of cancer and I'm gonna die quick . So the anxiety attacks crept in and I get episodes every so many months where I have serious anxiety attacks and it convinces me I have some sort of life threatening or terminal disease. Not long after I lost my mum my best friend who was 45 died of the same cancer my mum died of so I went off again thinking I was dieing. Now my uncle has been diagnosed with Miloid leukaemia and I'm off again so panicky with anxiety I think I've got it I know it's stupid and prob outrageous but I can't help it or seem to shift this feeling of dread I hate living like this recently my daughter left home and my husband is starting to get sick of me now he is saying there's nothing wrong with me and I basically need to man up on 16 years he's never said that I'm scared he's gonna leave too.. This is ruining my life I've had every counciling going I've even had cbt it works for a while then it happens again I just feel at a loose end I don't know what else to do with myself does anyone else suffer with these things
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