To scared to go on.

[Need-hope]

My dizziness/wooziness won't go. I have had MRI of neck and brain, fine. Ent says ears are fine even though I feel constant fullness and ringing in left ear. My neck is sore all the time. I get anxiety because of the dizziness. I still get down and think about ending my life. I hate living everyday like this it's so hard. Deep down I don't want my life to end but I can't go on like this. The hardest thing is I have 2 children that I want to see grow up. Thinking about not seeing my children grow up not being in their lives breaks my heart. But I'm suffering everyday. I've been a good kind person all my life. I never thought my life would turn out like this having unexplained dizziness. It's so cruel.  When all tests come back showing you are healthy but u feel like dying everyday. What the hell am I suppose to do. 

[Hidden]

Have you had your B12 levels checked?

[Need-hope in reply to Hidden]

no don't think so x

[Hidden in reply to Need-hope]

It may be worth getting them checked. It's just a simple blood test. Hope you feel better. I get tinnitus (can be a sign of low B12) and it's horrible. A constant high pitched whining. X

[jwood127]

I feel your pain. I feel the exact same 24/7. I also have 2 young children who I raise alone and everyday life is a massive struggle for me. I hope someone can help xx

[jamie1975]

Have they checked you for vertigo? I had it once and was very hard to diagnose. It's just fluid in your ears and makes you dizzy. There's medicine that will dry up the fluid. Hope this helps

[Need-hope in reply to jamie1975]

what kind of medicine?

[jamie1975 in reply to Need-hope]

I forgot the name of it it's just a pill you take for a few days

[Agora1 in reply to jamie1975]

Is it meclizine?

[Mloanddb]

I'm sorry you are feeling that way. I can totally relate 100% like two months ago I felt ill like to the point where I thought any day I would be on my way out. From the time I woke up & until the time I went to sleep it was constant torture. I felt fatigue & I mean fatigue that I couldn't even explain. Blurry vision neck aches back aches. Pins & needles in my arms & feet chest pains heart palpitations. Then I started to experience shortness of breath that really really bothered me. And my depression was on a wholenother level. My mind wouldn't turn off, I thought about checking myself into a hospital because I didn't want to live like that for the rest of my life. The good news is the depression lifed, but I still do experience anxiety. I think I've excepted it verse before it was controlling my life & I refused to let it win. I would definitely check your b12intake it's amazing with certain things we lack can affect us in horrible ways. I went to the ER last month 3 times to ease my mind it does help & when they dismiss another problem I feel a lot better. The physical symptoms are scary definitely go and get checked out again & again to you feel like you got the answers you need. I hope you feel better 😊🙏🏻

[Entropy in reply to Mloanddb]

How'd you get over all your physical symptoms? I'm in a similar situation 

[Mloanddb in reply to Entropy]

Well I'm not over all them 100% but I think once my depression lifed I started to except that I had anxiety. Because two months ago i believe I had cancer & was on my way out. I noticed every little ache & pain I paid so much attention that my body it was ridiculous. And it would make me more & more depressed. I was completely fine & all of a sudden bam in December this all started. I had panic attacks. I had them when I was sleeping one night it woke me right up from my sleep. It was horrible. I started to chance my life style around I was a very unhealthy eater but I've definitely been eating lots of fruits & veggies taking vitamins & plenty of water & rest. I believe when I quit smoking I couldn't handle stress. Smoking was my stress reliever & I believe I always had anxiety but the smoking definitely masked it for me. I try to keep myself busy surround myself with good positive people. A good support system is key when you have an anxiety disorder. I'm still not anxiety free I definitely have good days & bad but I won't let it win like I once did. I'm still on the fence about taking meds I was prescribed celexa but opted  not to take it for now. I get scared of side affects but I do believe medication helps a lot of people & if I need it one day where I can't function I will definitely take it. I also went to the ER like three times in one month I had to get test done to ease my mind. Find a great doctor you connect with who listens & if you aren't convinced go to someone else. It really really helps 😊